Getting real tired man... tied up with OM,GGT project..so sorry to my grp members..really swear i will do all those on monday.. and for FOM we still dun have any start yet..really sorry for it too... happened to have 2 events back to back on sat morning to night and sun morning to night... i will try my best to complete the things in time for u all de..
Now like kana spam with bad luck again le...sick quite some time still havent recover... then my pon-ing karma finally came back to me...kana warning letters... and take note the "s" behind the word letter..zZzz now i cant pon anymore..otherwise really gg for me..
As for club,to be more specific, F.O, I really really hope sf jh and wz can come and help me...but all of them got their reasons for not wanting to do the camp..and i dun really wanna force them..nor wanna use seniors or my campchief authority to force them into doing the camp.. friends so long le..dun want so basket like tat treat them.. cos really abit too much=\ 2 mths..its a tough choice for them too...
today is the 24th..by monday it will be 26... which is going to be 5 days behind time.. and slowly this 5 days will snowball on and on and on.. which i dun want it to happen...
quite disappointed with my mst results..50+ for om,poa and 30+ for stats=.= which is wtfiak man.. but well still got chance to turn all around..
bad grades,bad health,bad momentum,bad luck, and the result of all these..a motivated kai kai tat want to get back all his success...but it will be tough..hellish tough..but at least i know i got my classmates to help me pull through my grades..and for club well..there are ppl tat care...
sometimes really dunno why ppl see me like i "can't fall" is tat a word of encouragement? or do i wont fall tat easily? i dunno.. i think i have been potraying the less-real side of me too much ba.. act tough act tough... being weak is the last thing i want..but how i hope..i can just be weak once... My hunger for success will be my downfall.. To me..its not impt to just do things tat other ppl can do..it is to do it better than wat other ppl can do.. win win win..i dunno wat is lose man.. if i am not so achievement-siao.. i think i would lead a much easier life in poly.. but i made it hard for myself... pushing my body to the limits.. will go crazy sooner or later..but just dun want to... dun want cos of me cause trouble for other ppl... take jim for example..he always wanted me to update him..but somehow..i just dun have things to update him abt.. i dun want to disappoint any1.. IC camp in a way..i felt tat i disappointed quite a number of ppl..in terms of the number of campers..i know it is a total disaster..it just sux to disappoint ppl tat trust u.... well now i can imagine ppl saying things like "since u know u did a poor job last time, all the more u shd give in ur best and not repeat ur mistakes" somehow..i know..but my head really getting big liao man...when i was born in 11/10/1990 my head circumference measured 35.5cm and in 14/10/1991 it had become 46.5cm=,= tat is 11.0cm in 1 yr? wonder how big my head is now..shall measure it someday soon..
getting a bit siao siao talking so far away liao..sigh.. headach headach..
"Energy Don't come from the heart" Li Bu Chong Xin..
F.O camp-Did i bite off more than i can chew?