hmm..like jh said in his blog.. my pcs are slightly kana under-rated by them..but well.. cant really blame the seniors.. as for myself..i know i have put in my 150%.. chionged my heart out for that 4D3N and i have no regrets for myself..as i felt i have put on a good show for all the campers..
Rome wasnt built overnight.. BUT KAIJIN WAS!! really a big thanks to all the super enthu campers..and hehe got chance lets play finger guessing game again.. =]
still have to thank all the seniors for putting in so much effort to support the entire camp..the power of CADC can move even the heaviest of weights..
this is weird..one moment i feel happy and charged up to chiong another day..and then suddenly just feel like forgeting everything tat have happened starting from the day i entered CADC..weird weird weird... i hate being emo..cos tats not me.. but guess the emo aura slowly swallowing up me le ba..good thing is i dun smoke..otherwise sure smoke till broke..but still..i feel like drinking with my brothers.. dunno when can i get another chance like i did last time to drink till no tomolo... so much have happened to me ever since the day i took my O level results..
so much have changed.. sometimes i hope my life can stop at sec 4..sometimes i am glad i moved on to where i am now....
last year i told myself..chiong ar.. CADC PRESIDENT!! F.O CAMP GL!!
tired tired...having high ambition is tough man..dunno whether do i have the calibre to do such things.. sometimes i told myself i wont get demoralize no matter wat...but when the night settled down.. sometimes i really ponder..did i do a good job? i dun like to hear words of encouragements..or words that said to purposely shoot u to make u chiong..i prefer to hear the truth.. to myself i felt i have done wat i could..but does this "done wat i could" is really true? did i succeed as a campchief? so many questions and so little answers..
2 more years to go in CADC... no matter how tired i am.. i wont give up man... i have already given 1 year to CADC.. and im not gonna stop now.. big ambition big plans.. 2 years from now..i shall look into this archive and smile at myself tat i have did it.

