last place to spam all my thoughts. facebook is too "public"
when the wheel of fate spins, there is nth u can do to control it nor influence it.
i always tot, as long as you have the belief. you put in ur best. u can overcome fate.
Apparently fate is like a fucked up guy behind the computer playing Sims.
Building you the biggest house, Giving u the best of everything, giving you all the money in the world. b4 drowning you in your own swimming pool when he feels like it.
its been like wat? 4 years? 5 years? since i ever put in so much effort..
just when i decide it was time to give it my everything again. life wants to play a cruel joke on me.
throw me back into the same fucked up situation i was before. or worse.
the only thing keeping me from going crazy is the "joy" from all the money i have wasted away.
think about all the money i have spend on cab rides..everytime $8 $12 $24.
all the money on ben&jerry 18tubs already..
all the money i spend on games,
all the money i spend on alcohol,
all the money i spend on food,
ppl say in ns u dun spend much.. for me. tat measly ns allowance will just be withered away in 2 weeks..
rant rant rant rant rant* grumble grumble grumble grumble.
i just needed a place to shout out all this fucking emotion in me..
fuck the stupid ptp. fuck myself for failing, fuck it for wasting 2 mths more.
fuck life, fuck fate, fuck it,
and grad nite.. totally no mood to go...
worst case scenerio. just go with OF tee+dior raw+varvatos.
Time is not a solution but a delusion from reality.